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The Man and His Music :iconallaboutme314:allaboutme314 0 1 Welcome to the Pier :iconallaboutme314:allaboutme314 0 0 Nothing Sweeter :iconallaboutme314:allaboutme314 0 0 Fairytale :iconallaboutme314:allaboutme314 0 2 As Time Goes By :iconallaboutme314:allaboutme314 0 0 This Is Me :iconallaboutme314:allaboutme314 0 0 I Heart Trees :iconallaboutme314:allaboutme314 1 2 Holly Jolly :iconallaboutme314:allaboutme314 0 0 Happy Holidays :iconallaboutme314:allaboutme314 1 0 Falling Down the Rabbit Hole FINAL :iconallaboutme314:allaboutme314 1 0 Falling Down the Rabbit Hole INK :iconallaboutme314:allaboutme314 1 0 NY COMIC CON 11 - 7 :iconallaboutme314:allaboutme314 0 0 NY COMIC CON 11 - 6 :iconallaboutme314:allaboutme314 0 0 NY COMIC CON 11 - 5 :iconallaboutme314:allaboutme314 0 0 NY COMIC CON 11 - 4 :iconallaboutme314:allaboutme314 0 0 NY COMIC CON 11 - 3 :iconallaboutme314:allaboutme314 0 0


Better Clench Up Legolas :iconwhosname:whosname 20 10 In the Morning :iconalicexz:alicexz 3,616 312 Outlander - Choices :iconleabharlann:leabharlann 378 76 Real Aladdin :icongrodansnagel:Grodansnagel 156 33 Waiting Forever :iconraemarshall:raemarshall 1,422 132 Sherlock - Painting :iconlasse17:Lasse17 2,765 485 golden ball :iconliigaklavina:LiigaKlavina 1,363 50 Hugs.. :iconkhomenko:Khomenko 1,983 98 The Two Audreys :iconileanahunter:IleanaHunter 1,693 157 Vocaloid: LEMON DROP :iconcartoongirl7:cartoongirl7 9,351 357 Morning Mist :icondaekazu:daekazu 4,721 176 tangled :iconaudreymolinatti:audreymolinatti 2,161 113 Shooting Star :iconnabhan:NaBHaN 5,430 264 happy mother's day :iconbriannacherrygarcia:briannacherrygarcia 9,386 1,006 hawkeye merida :iconbriannacherrygarcia:briannacherrygarcia 11,986 789 Wedding Dance on the Beach :iconzhaana:Zhaana 1,729 147


I've been having a lot of thoughts lately. All completely random. Okay, here we go:

1. There are people I was friends with in high school but no longer talk to. One of them I had a fight with a few years ago and since then haven't heard from. I have to say, I miss her terribly. She was there for me when I was going through rough times. I wish she would forgive me or talk to me again.

2. When it comes to finding a boyfriend I find that 2 things occur:
1. I like him...he has a girlfriend.
2. He likes me...he's a total creep.
WHY can't it be "I like him...he likes me"??? There has to be at least one single guy who isn't a creep on this campus. ARGH!

3. I need to get back into playing the clarinet again. After my disappointing year at Rutgers in 2010 I haven't touched my clarinet (except for a semester at Landmark College last year from being in the Chamber Ensemble). My poor Buffet hasn't been touched. It felt amazing to hold it when I was cleaning it this week. I want to play it, but the only place I can do so is in the practice rooms. Mason Gross has made me feel like an outsider. I go near a practice room and feel as if I don't deserve to be in it. I need to get the courage to play.

4. I need to stop being afraid of singing in public. I used to sing in choirs and even in the shower. Since my schedule didn't allow it I wasn't able to be in a choir this semester. And as for the shower...I feel as if people are going to judge me. It's stupid I know, but my voice is a very sacred thing to me.

5. I WANT TO DO MORE ACTING! I think I auditioned for one thing this semester and didn't get a role. I really want to be in productions (lead or ensemble) but I've been too nervous in auditions. I used to rock at auditions. What happened???

6. I have SO many great friends that I feel I'm not spending enough time with.

7. I need to write more - poems and stories. It's already November and I decided not to do NaNoWriMo this year. It's too much work and too much of a hassle to balance with all the schoolwork I have to do. But I really do need to write again. My only problem? I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT!

Well that's it for this journal. Hope you all enjoyed my thoughts (and rants). Till next time!


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Leah Rawlinson
Artist | Hobbyist | Photography
United States
Just your ordinary girl who enjoys music, theater, football, videogames, poetry, reading, and photography.


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ZutaraRaven Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2012  Student General Artist
allaboutme314 Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
You're welcome! :)
GoldFishMo Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2012
Thanks for the fav ^_^
allaboutme314 Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
You're welcome!
momochan-1 Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2012  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fav!
allaboutme314 Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
You're welcome!
Corina93 Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2012  Student General Artist
Thank you for the fav!
allaboutme314 Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
You're welcome!
Pemmz Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2012
Thanks for the fave! :D
Please check out my gallery too, it's not fanart though, but I hope you will enjoy it. (:
leabharlann Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the watch, i really appreciate it! :love:
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